:'( 2011 is empty. The world is full of saddness. It seems its been going since 09:(
So much death. Mothers loosing their children, children loosing their mothers/fathers....
I know this is life and what is meant to happen, but does it need to be so tragic?
Feeling so low about it all.......
I worry that I wont wake to see my beautiful girls again and they'll have to find a way through this life without my guidence and love.....
I hate this thought, I worry so much that I then worry my instincts are telling me it'll happen......
Years ago I didn't care if I was alive or not. Now I love my life so much I just want to hang onto it and Im so scared it'll be taken somehow:(
I lost my dad in 09 and still cant talk about it. I pretend his on holidays, and put it to the back of my mind, just so I dont have to think about life without him:(
I know this post is a downer, but its my mood at the moment xx
About Me
- Nurturing mummy
- Victoria, Australia
- Single mummy, who believes we should all strive to do our best in educating ourselves in choices we make on our childrens behalfs! Worried about how much the Western society are seperating themselves from what it is to be human. Ignoring what it is to be natural and trusting ourselves, and replacing it with our inventions and thinking we can outsmart nature. This is not the future I want for my children, Annabelle 3yrs and Lucy 1yr. Most of all Im passionate to get back to basics with pregnancy, birth and breastfeeding.
